The sheep happily munches!

“Jesus, I want to know you. I want you to come into my life. I’m sorry for the things I’ve done that have broken my relationship with God. Thank you for dying on the cross so that this relationship could be made right. I believe You are the only One who can do this. Only You can give me the power to change and become the person You created me to be. Thank you for forgiving my past mistakes and for giving me eternal life with God. I give my life to You. Please do with it as You wish. Amen.”

I wish I remembered this every single day :)

Oh, Master grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console 
To be understood as to understand 
To be loved as to love with all my soul

Just in case you’ve never had this thought:

carrying your cross = voluntarily laying down your life for Jesus.

It’s not as abstract as you think.

10/14/2004 Blog Post

I was looking at my old online blog.. and geez I was an angry teen!

Seven years later, I have no recollection of ever writing things like this:

Loner. According to the dictionary: One who avoids the company of other people. The kind of people that I used to feel pity for. 

»» Never dreamt that I could turn into one. 

Stop laughing, it’s not funny at all. It’s serious. Lately I’ve noticed obvious changes with my already-weird personality. First it was simply gossiping less then smiling less, then I started talked way less and it’s getting out of hand. How serious is it you say? *think* Oh here’s the case: I’ve been so silent in class that already 3 teachers asked me why I was so sad, and if I had any problems in my life and if I needed somebody to talk to. Lol right. I wanted to say: 

[Image]No… you have a problem with me? But it turned out to be this: 

[Image]Heh? Problems? Oh… no, no problemo! 
Lol… life is sometimes depressing ain’t it? Like Mille said, I shouldn’t let ppl make me believe in something that is not true. Personally I don’t have serious problems, but.. who doesn’t have problems nowadays? Somehow I don’t really know what’s happening.. 

But about the loner thing, no one told me. I just know that I’m turning into one. It’s horrifying.

Interesting. lol

Dear Papa,

Thank you for being so faithful and patient while I stumble time and time again walking with you. I recognize that I’ve been so carried away, constantly chasing the next assignment, the next to-do list, the next meeting, the next event.. and I have hurt and neglected the people you delicately placed at this point of my life. Some have graduated, some are moving away, and some are still waiting for my response. Please heal these precious friends from the hurt I have caused them, and give me the determination to prioritize relationships over the things of this world. I’ve got it all mixed up.

I love you for listening :)

Edna

強

強人是你　能飛天循地
其實你了不起　假使你永不說不能做到
強人是你　能頂天立地
如敗倒　再掙起　永沒言死　才是活著的真理

Unbreakable

Forget the fear it’s just a crutch that tries to hold you backand turn your dreams to dust
All you need to do is just

trust.

Ready in Season

Dear Papa,

I’m sorry for being an intolerable burden on you. Those times of “exceptional inspiration”, those times when I thought I will always be so “on fire for the gospel” - I took them for granted and made a god out of them.

Please teach me obedience and how to not be obsessed with my best moments. Don’t let me rob you of your glory. I tend to do that to feel better about myself.

Love,

Wun wun

(Source: utmost.org)